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Jun. 4th, 2008

fertility by magic_art

Oh, the HUMIDITY!!!

Tons more rain today.  During a quick break from the rain, i took the dogs out.  It was like stepping into a sauna.  Also, have i mentioned we don't have air conditioning in our car?  That should make going out tonight interesting.  :-/

Which brings me to...
Tonight's the night.  i'm getting my tattoo (it will be very similar to the icon used here) done and i am still. so. fucking. nervous.  i will definitely have to take a lorazepam (and some Tylenol) before going.

i just don't understand why i'm so nervous.  Surely i have handled much worse.  i just want to get past this nervous anticipation.  i feel sick.

Jun. 2nd, 2008

fertility by magic_art

ink, grats, etc.

The boys actually slept in a bit this morning - until about 9 - which was delightful.  Avery had a well-child/check-up with our beloved Dr. Kelly.  That went well.  Avery is tall and a bit thin for his age.  He had one shot and he yelped a little but he didn't cry!  After the appointment, we ran a couple of errands and met Milena for lunch.  When Milena got off work, we went to the pool which felt soooo good.  i did lots of leg exercises in the pool.  i also got a wee bit sunburned, despite using SPF 50 sunscreen, but not on my back, thank goodness--because i'm getting tattooed there on Wednesday!  i'm very very very very very very very nervous about it.  Yyyyeah.... this from the broad that likes to be beaten, has had an unmedicated childbirth, and has had 20+ piercings.  Yet for some reason i am so nervous about this.  The only other tat that i have was done 12 years ago and it is on my breast so it didn't really hurt at all.  i am so afraid it's going to feel like i'm being cut, like that dreadful neuro wheel thing that i have a love/hate thing for!  i'm getting it done at Acme, and i trust them -- i go there for all my piercings.  i'm just so nervous about this!!!  i'm getting an octopus on my upper back, centered.  Devin says it should take 2.5 - 3 hours.  Why am i so nervous???

Weekend update coming soon-- hopefully tomorrow.

For now, grats.
  • Milena's love and helpfulness
  • Got to go to the pool today
  • A yummy and just-right dinner tonight -- sandwiches and potato salad
  • Doing better (knock on wood)
  • My children
  • Talking ink (on messenger) with [info]kaizenforlife
  • [info]spajunkie17
  • Music

Nov. 8th, 2006

fertility by magic_art

My turn to be passive-aggressive (not at all filtered)

Word of the day (Tuesday, Wednesday, whatever day you want it to be) is

pithy - brief, forceful, and meaningful in expression; full of vigor, substance, or meaning; terse; precisely meaningful; concise

Those of you who know me well know that i hate, nay loathe, talking on the phone.  It often exacerbates my anxiety.  Perhaps those who "used to" know me have forgotten that.  Perhaps those who "used to" know me have also forgotten that i was not the one who severed ties for so long.  It may be sad/pathetic, it may be a sign of the times, or one of many symptoms of my many neuroses... but i rely very heavily on online interaction in my life.  i would much rather send an email than make a phone call.  i would much rather send a text message or leave an LJ comment than make a phone call.  In many cases, i would rather use my keyboard to communicate than venture out of the house.  Am i sick?  Yes.  But it's who i am.  Take me or leave me.  So my preferred methods of communication may seem like "pithy junk" to you, but to me, my communications are meaningful and concise, be they here on LJ, in email, via text message, or otherwise.

(And also, i already knew that.)



ETA:  i originally disabled comments on this post in the hopes of avoiding Teh Llamas but upon further contemplation decided that Teh Llamas would likely show up whether i allowed comments or not.  So, i'd rather avoid Teh Llamas, but this IS my journal and i wanted to make this pithy post because i needed to get it off my chest.  If you feel compelled to say something about it, Llama-laden or not, feel free.

Apr. 18th, 2006

fertility by magic_art

Word=tuber, and last night's grats

Word of the day is
tuber - a swollen, fleshy, usually underground stem of a plant, such as the potato, bearing buds from which new plant shoots arise

Monday Night Gratitude List
~ Milena's love and patience
~ got Evan's paperwork filled out
~ didn't freak out too badly while out today
~ made some phone calls that i had been dreading and was thus procrastinating about
~ got quite a bit done today, overall
~ bargains at the grocery store
~ hope
~ being able to be helpful
~ savory snacks
~ plans/planning
~ having things to look forward to, like going to bed in a little while
~ the smell of clean laundry